I opened my journal and it was on the default theme.. I had to go and change it back.. Wierd...
ANywho.. I am feeling SO much better today...It's odd.. I don't even really understand what had me so damn spun out yesturday. My feelings get all wierd, I deal with them, then I think clearer.. Then I look back and go "Whaaaaat??". It feels a bit like waking up after a big drunk and having that cringe-oh-my-gawd-I-can't-believe-I-Did/said/screwed-that except I have a clear memory of it all.. Weee.. LOL
A good friend of mine reminded me today that feeling don't kill you, they just sometimes make you wish you were dead.
ANywho.. I am feeling SO much better today...It's odd.. I don't even really understand what had me so damn spun out yesturday. My feelings get all wierd, I deal with them, then I think clearer.. Then I look back and go "Whaaaaat??". It feels a bit like waking up after a big drunk and having that cringe-oh-my-gawd-I-can't-believe-I-Did/said/screwed-that except I have a clear memory of it all.. Weee.. LOL
A good friend of mine reminded me today that feeling don't kill you, they just sometimes make you wish you were dead.